February 2012
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It starts in my fingertips;
the same way the sun begins to rise. Just a peek - a glimmer - creeping
up, creeping high enough to its peak. The glimmer so great, the light spills
over and out and through.
Through my fingertips. Racing and searching through my shell, trying to
grab hold of me. Grabbing hold of the walls
filling the space
forcing its mark
making a point
...
I really, really, really, rly~ don't understand...
After the past two nights I’m trying to wrap my mind around a certain concept and I’ve come to these options as possible answers:
I’ve friend-zoned myself too hard, too fast.
He’s not into me [sub-category: he’s not into women]
I’m gross/repulsive/however way you wanna spin “thoroughly unattractive.”
I’m PMSing and being incredibly...
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February 18, 2012.
I just realized a few things while sitting at my desk in my apartment.
Well, I realized this after I typed the title of this post, but I never title any of my posts with dates. I think it’s because I don’t write/blog/whatever as often as I’d like to and keeping track of my posts in this way would probably make me sadder than I already am.
I’m fairly certain that more than...
Starting to feel like that time of the semester...
where everyone’s really stressed out, totally on edge and hating everything about everyone everywhere.
It’ll be over soon, guys, whatever it is - midterms, work, relationships, general life booshit.
Take care and have a lovely rest of your day.
xoxo
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Vantage Point Vintage blog
I’m a new blogging intern for this online vintage clothing store.
I published my first post today! Here’s the link, so y’all can give me some comments and luvs~
It would be greatly appreciated. And check out the website’s shop while you’re at it!
http://www.vantagepointvintage.com/blog/?p=2945
xoxo
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January 2012
25 posts
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I hate-love you because you make me write poetry.
I cannot touch the pen to the paper
and when I do, the ink leaves no marks;
no marks of meaning or purpose, or marks
of you
and I think to myself
and become sick
and wonder why
I can’t be
without
your hand to guide mine
to paint the pages
with your
brilliance.
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2012 thus far.
This is by no means a “pity-party” post or one to serve as a tool to toot my own horn. I’m not exactly sure why I feel such a strong compulsion to gush about how my New Year has been faring so far, but I think it is largely due to the fact that I’m unsure how to process each aspect of it. It’s only the 17th of January and, yet, so much has happened that I feel like I...
Nestling yourself in that space between someone's...
Also because I can’t stand knowing I won’t be able to settle into someone this way for a very long time.
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Suddenly, it hits.
With an impact as strong as an inbound BART train and as improbable as lightning.
I was not wronged. I was warned. I was told clearly and concisely. I was given the choice to stay or to go. Then again, the choice to go never mattered, or even fully existed, once you were involved. Once you were what I could choose to stay with or to go away from.. I had no choice.
Even then, that’s still...
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Today has been lovely.
Just ohhh, so lovely.
No sarcasm.
Foreal.
Loveliness alll around~
You're lookin' mighty fine, 2012.
Overall, I really like everything right now.
Hell, daring to hint at admitting I might love everything right now (dangerous, I know).
I’ve been feeling slightly guilty recently for both wallowing in my own pool of silent, uninhibited sadness and for being out so much, seeking not-so-conventional methods to remedy said sadness, causing my lack of attention to matters at home/with my...
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December 2011
72 posts
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It isn't even noon yet and everything is so...
I hate everyone and everything right now.
Not really, but I’m supes stressed out. Leaving for Culver City in a little bit, then gonna head out to TAO!
I didn’t get to finish my last-post-before-the-end-of-the-year-let’s-all-toast-to-2011-bullshit, but I suppose this will do for now and I will post that when I get back later tonight.
Be safe and have a good New Year’s...
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EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IS SO BEAUTIFUL.
Caps for the lulz, but all joking aside.
Today is beautiful and I’m kind of taking it for granted by just sitting in my room and on Tumblr.
You’re all beautiful people. Even if I don’t necessarily know you, I’m sure you are.
Trying out that ~positivity~ for today.
Have a lovely day.
xoxo
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I can't tell.
I can’t tell if I’m exercising amazing discipline and restraint,
or if I’m actually self-inflicting more torture than necessary.
OH, WELL c:
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